Monday 9 December 2013

A meeting with life.... :)

Today was my Exam the alarm bell rang at 5:00 am... I was not in
a mood to get up so I set the alarm again at 5:30... Again ! I didn't feel like getting up so I set the alarm clock at 6:00... Finally the bell rang my mind & soul knew that either I get up or I am going to flunk in the exam. So, I got up revised some part, took bath and drove off my car to my college. Landed right in front my examination room... Well I just sat down for around 15 minutes doing nothing just analyzing my life sitting in the examination hall, sounds weird I know but I felt like a serious need of thinking. Now what I thought in those 15 minutes was that I have both reasons to be happy and sad in my life. It's all on me to decide that what I choose happiness or sadness. I had almost a meeting with me, myself and my soul. Thinking what I can change and what changes have come into my life all these years. I was staring at my college building , I have spent 3 years of my life here but I never got to know that when these 3 years came and went. I cried the day I came to this college because I thought that I was far away from my dreams but today I felt that this college has taught me so much that it has lead me real close to my "DREAM". In these three years I got to know one thing "We make plans of doing so many things but destiny has its own plans"....... :)

Thursday 5 December 2013

Last December- The best days of my Life

Last December I was loved and pampered so much that this
December I am missing all that. Those were the best days of my life. Eating KFC was a habit, writing was my passion, studying was an option and fun was mandatory. All this was made possible by three musketeers in my life ahaan yes you guessed it right my siblings because the best thing God has given me is my family !!! We used to study all together solving each others problem, cooking for each other and then eating all together. I used to write when these guys were busy in some activities which I didn't like. The writings came up so well that I was showered with good comments which I used to  love. We all have been always together hmesha with each other but today we are all away from each other not because we guys had a fight naaaa... Because our destiny, our dreams & our aims separated us all. I cry each day because when I hug those memories I feel that if I could live them again, if I could go back to last December, if I could just go back and never come here again, If I could just put everything to hault. Crazy me I know but I miss you guys a lot. Last December we all were together but today I am all alone. This was my answer to someone who asked me when you experienced the best days in your life? I said it was last December :) ;)